
I was declared disabled in 2004, a couple of years after the loss of my son. I have Epilepsy and the multitude of seizures I endured really took a toll on my mind and body. I now have three beautiful children, all boys (8, 6 and 2 months). Originally from the midwest but currently living in the south. I left my house and home a year and a half ago and moved in with the father of my 2 month old, who I met online about five years ago. He has now decided that he wants to live alone and I am having so much trouble getting fiding a place of my own here. The cost of living out here is a lot higher than the midwest. I am having issues even locating a home due to the fact that I only receive disability as an income. I can do the 2bedroom hotel suite live in thing with all utilities paid but that will only leave me with $76 a month left over. We all know money can speak louder than words and with the right amount I am sure I can find someplace for us to live. I would love to own a home but that dream is far fetched as long as I remain ill. Now I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place because eventually I will not have a stable roof over our heads if I try to stay out here in TX. I have made a grave mistake by leaving my home to pursue what I had hoped to be a happy family. No point in crying over spilled milk, we all make mistakes and everything happens for a reason. Whatever blessings that could be brought my way would be greatly appreciated. I love my children and if asking for help can help better our situation then I will no longer let my pride stand in the way of that.
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We have found and located a place back in MO. Thanks to all for the nice comments and prayers. Now I only need them for one more thing. The father of my newborn ran off with him in the middle of the night. Please pray for my family and the safe return of my son.